Been told that I should never get my hopes high or else I would be thoroughly crestfallen if things don't work out at the end of the day.

Aargh, aargh.. need to stop worrying so much but ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN!!! I've put in all my efforts, schemed and weighed every possibilities.. of course I expect something in return.

Head is now full of fantasies about the rewards that come with it.. muahahahaha

Bloody nerve. Am going berserk if I don't achieve it. I want it soooooo badly. Grrrr

UPDATE: Goal achieved!!! XD XD XD